+Jeanne Takenaka @JeanneTakenaka
Our Five Minute Friday prompt this week is—QUIET. This largely unedited “rough draft” form of writing stretches this perfectionist, in the best of ways. I write for five minutes on a given topic. If you’re interested in learning more about 5-Minute Fridays, check out our hostess, Kate Motaung’s site. Or, click on the link at the bottom of this post. As you read my simpler Friday posts, I hope you’ll join in the conversation!
QUIET
Just before I read what our word was for this week, I got some news that has my spirit in turmoil and my heart all twisted up. No, someone didn’t die. But the news was not what I had hoped to hear. It will be life-changing.
It’s been a crazy couple weeks, with a willful boy, an incomplete science project that’s over deadline and an injury. I am spent. I am frazzled, and I feel beaten up by circumstances.
It’s so easy to go off on someone, to vent my fear, my frustration and my response at God’s “No” answer to my prayer. It’s so easy to get busy and forget that there is One who wants to draw near to me.
I have a choice. I can push Him away and keep my body busy and my spirit sapped.
Or, I can choose to be still. To yield to Him. I can choose to draw near to Jesus.
The world tells us being productive is the answer.
But there are times when being productive is just ignoring a deeper problem. A deep need.
In this case, my need is to come near to Jesus. To cry a few tears and to humble myself before Him. I didn’t get what I had hoped He would grant.
And that is okay.
He’s giving me an opportunity to see what Zephaniah 3:17 lived out in real time looks like.
If I want to know the blessings of His love, the tenderness of His affection, I’m going to have to quiet myself. Still my fingers. Breathe deep, and jump into the deep places of trusting God.
I love the part in the verse that says He will quiet us with His love.
More than anything else right now, I need this. To have His love wash over every single part of who I am. To feel the calming affects of His presence soothing, quieting the fears trying to overtake me and cause me to live in a frenetic state.
There are times when His quiet love is the only answer to the disappointments in life. If I want to know it, I need to choose to trust God’s plan, even in the uncertainties.
What about you? When has Jesus quieted you with His love? How do you handle the unexpected fears that sometimes crash into your life?
I’m linking up with Kate Motaung at Five Minute Friday—Quiet