+Jeanne Takenaka @JeanneTakenaka
Our Five Minute Friday prompt this week is—LIMIT. This largely unedited “rough draft” form of writing stretches this perfectionist, in the best of ways. I write for five minutes on a given topic. If you’re interested in learning more about 5-Minute Fridays, check out our hostess, Kate Motaung’s site. Or, click on the link at the bottom of this post. As you read my simpler Friday posts, I hope you’ll join in the conversation!
**I confess, I took a little over five-minutes to write this post.
Sometimes I make the mistake of thinking I’m Wonder Woman. Except that I don’t have an invisible vehicle.
I think I can do it all—take care of the house, the kids, the husband.
I can be all things to all people.
I can rush through my days at mach 10, rarely slowing down long enough to be still.
I can depend on myself to do all things that must be done.
Except, when I can’t.
Tearing my ACL three weeks ago has shown me another side of life. Mach ten has turned into mach zero, limping rather than rushing through my days.
I’ve come face-to-face with the reality that I am not Wonder Woman.
I can’t fly off and fight piles of laundry on my own. I can’t fight off the insecurity thoughts that sometimes threaten my spirit.
I can’t be the always-patient mama with a boy who has consumed hours of “my” time.
No, I most certainly am not Wonder Woman. Sometimes I’m barely-clinging-to-the-rope woman, with ever-graying hair.
I’m the one who’s confined to the couch for a few hours each day to give her knee a rest until surgery happens.
I’m the one who’s been limited by mobility.
God’s given me a limp where once I had the capacity to do everything I thought had to be completed in a day.
God is teaching me the beauty of depending on Him and on others. There’s nothing beautiful about a person who can do it all yet misses moments connecting with kids, spouses, friends.
There’s beauty in learning to hear God’s voice, learning to set aside the things I thought were important to listen to a hurting kiddo.
Yeah, sometimes God limits us so we learn to hear His voice, to depend on Him. To begin living out some of those lessons He’s been waiting so patiently to help us learn
Being limited is inconvenient, but not always a bad thing. Especially when we can see God’s fingerprints in the limitation.
Maybe sometimes the wonder in Wonder Woman comes in acting on the important rather than the demanding.
What about you? When have you been limited in some way? What have you learned? Where have you seen God’s fingerprints in your life lately?
I’m linking up with Kate Motaung Five Minute Friday—Limit